Job

Happiness isn't about money but it's hard to be happy without any money. Being a sponger sitting on parents' shoulders brings me some money but it definitely isn't making me happy. I do need a job. But what I can have at the moment is a minimal wage general worker position, web-master with just one client, the one who can offer only a minimal wage general worker position besides web-site support, and an unpaid trainee position at lab as they claim they don't have sufficient funding to pay trainees though I think they just don't take trainees seriously. Though I've showed my skills and knowledge last year and they seemed to be impressed. Maybe they really don't have enough funding.

But anyways it's all in my hands. And I know appreciation will come sooner or later but I have to work really hard to prove that I am worth it. All I need is an opportunity. Summer is coming and a summer job is an excellent opportunity. All I need is to find one. So once again I'm sending applications to companies all around hoping for the best. Lab would be the last resort but this time I want something more.

OMFG!!!

New Addicton

It might sound weird but caviar with banana tastes really great! Unfortunately the only place you can get the banana one is Sweden but I'm lucky to live 30 km from the border.

Unexpected Income

It's nice to get wage especially when you don't expect it. Not much though but better than nothing. And I thought I'm not working there anymore. The breakup was kinda weird and I didn't know what to think. But it turned out that I actually have work. And I will have at least for awhile. It won't bring much income and I won't make my living but it will let me be at least a little bit less thrifty.

Twenty

I am not a teenager anymore. And now I can buy any booze from Alko I want. Earlier the strongest booze they could sell me was wine. Nothing else changed.

Buses

Buses do suck. Though free ticket provided by school in any case is cheaper than gasoline burned while driving 30 km there and back but today I thought that the comfort and time saved might be actually worth it. I copied couple of episodes of House to my PDA to kill some time in a bus on my way to school today but was unable to watch them because Salmela's buses' engines produce way louder sound than my PDA can produce through the headphones. And they are shaking. And the seats are way too narrow. And I've waited 30 minutes for it after school and have spent 45 minutes inside the bus. Such a waste of time!